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Hello.

Its 3 am and I can't seem to sleep. I had an urge to make some music that I just had to put down but now I'm writing this blog aha. Stupid internet. I haven't blogged in a while so I thought this would be the perfect time to write. There is definitely a lot going on in my life at this moment. I have a lot of split decisions I must make which will determine my future. I mean of course whatever I choose will most likely lead me to where I am to be if it is God's will.

Where to start? Well in the subject of music since I'm making it right now and since it is the reason I am writing this blog lets start with that yeah? You see, my dream is to have a career in musical production. For artists, games, and maybe even in film scores. But being a Filipino there's always someone on your back about "there's no money in that" or "do something that can support a family" and the age old " why don't you be a nurse like your cousin?" aha. and while all that is good and valid reasons to not have a career in music, it just doesn't feel right to me.

I get into it with my parents all the time about me doing music and going to college. They want me to do something that makes money. POINT. PERIOD. BLANK. Even if they say follow your dreams. Its about the money. and that's totally understandable. They don't want me going through what they've gone through and to be honest, what they're going through right now. But what about my dreams? what about what I want to do? They try to urge me into doing auto mechanics and yeah I mean I like cars and all and I think it'd be fun to learn but I know that if I went on to a career in auto mechanics then I'd only be doing it cause it makes money. But what about money? I mean if I do go to school for music and finish it then who's to say that I won't make money?? I think I could do well. Not to be cocky but I love what I do and I believe in myself. It just seems as if no one else believes in me. If everyone believed I could do it then the option of going to school for auto mechanics would have never came.

So here's to you. My career in music is shot down. It's just a hobby now. When I'm making money as a mechanic then I'll have a hobby that once was a dream. And I think unless I do it full force then It'll stay a dream. I can always have music on the side right? I'll just have myself a small home studio cause if I could make it in the music industry then there would be no need to have a "back up plan." no need for this auto mechanics plan. It'll make everyone happy anyways. My parents will know I'm making good money and my family will know I'm well off and at least I'll know I can support my my family in the future.

Dreams are just monstrous false thoughts that make you feel better for the moment so just forget dreams. They hurt. They're meant to be destroyed. Go do something that makes good money and everyone will be happy. I promise.

Live monstrous.

It's called reality kids.

I'm a couple of days late on blogging about this but who cares, He needs no description nor introduction. The sound of his music alone can captivate us all. He will most definitely be missed. But let us not forget the real King. Jesus.

You know? With all this buzz in the media about all of these celebrities passing away its easy to forget the most famed of all. Jesus Christ people. Yes Michael Jackson was important and had a great impact on our lives but Jesus Christ had and still has the greatest impact on our lives and is the reason why any of us are alive. So while we celebrate the life of MJ and other celebrities let us not forget to celebrate not just on Christmas but everyday, the life of Jesus.

As for my life and whats going on. Hmm a whole bunch nothing you'd wanna hear about. aha
maybe in another blog if you kids are lucky. Just havin fun. its summer! No more high school and I got till spring to get ready for DVC where I'll be taking up music! well thats about it.

I miss this part.

Keep it MONSTROUS. peace i'm outy.

FS/DS

Whats good peoples.

So the other day I was slappin Dom Kennedy and decided to go on myspace to check if he had any new music up. Then I saw a bulletin and it was about Doms new album. It said it was a free download so I was up on that quick. His first album the, 25th Hour was nothing short of excellence and when I first heard of him it was from his single watermelon sundae. But anyways if your into that west coast chill music then this is the go to guy. He, along with Carter, UNI, Pac Div, J skillz, El Prez, and many other artists make up the new wave of that sweet west coast LA sound with a sour twist to ignite your taste buds. Go download it. Its pretty fly.
http://www.myspace.com/domkennedy

dont sleep. Stay monstrous kids.

yours truely. MONSTROSITY.

well, well, well...

What's good.

Been a while since the last time I've updated this sucka.

Lets start with school. It sucks aha. Im only at school for band and drumline purposes and friends haha. Its what its all about right? Im not graduating.. Sad right? No not really. Im getting my diploma online so its all good. I did miss out on a lot of senior activites though. So I gotta get up on those aha. Its all good though. No worries. I just wanna get outa this duump! Aaahhh

B-boy scene. Its good. Im getting better, B.F.A.M. Is back and stronger than ever. Just did a massive battle recently, it was fairfield vs. Vallejo and of course vallejo chopped and screwed the crap outa fairfield. Sorry fairfield aha. You guys talk a lot of game but don't got much aha. B.F.A.M. Till the day I die suckas. Oh yeah and if your a bboy/bgirl reading this then hit up our sessions every tuesday at 7pm. Hit my aim for more info @ bfamprince. Come out and session with yours truely and the rest of the B.F.A.M. Crew.

Drumline. Always new things to learn and always being pushed to the next level, thanks to the best instructors in the world. Its going great. Its spring and everyone is relaxing. Not too much to worry about. Im very content with where things are with bethels drumline. As for my kids down at springstowne, im super excited for the coming year and the things that the staff has in store. I can't wait!

Girlies. Hmm very touchy subject. Its fun being single and all that good stuff but there's always that space left. Scared but I wouldn't have it any other way. She was a part of my life for 4 actually 5 years. So to completely discard her from my life is absurd. But ill leave it at that. But aside from her there's always fish in the sea right? Or so the saying goes aha. Girls are fun though. No strings attatched just gettin to know these other ones aha. Good stuff. You know pimpin and macin ahah just kiddin of course.

Last but certainly not least, GOD and my relationship with him. Its an everyday struggle, work, and blessing. I love the challenge and though I fall or my actions don't exactly speak correctly, I know that he has something large in store for me, something worth while. So I continue to serve him and do my best to abide by his commands. He's given me life. Real life.

All in all. Life is good. Keep it MONSTROUS.

Bboy MONSTROSITY at your service.

RAWR.

TOO comfortable.

I'M OUT FOR BLOOD.
KILLIN EM.

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? IM SORRY AHA.

Keep it MONSTROUS.

Yours truly, MONSTROSITY.

YOU THIEFS

Sup Thief.


So I'm a big fan of Ryan Leslie and his music for those of you who don't know. This musical genius I've been following has given much of my inspiration to pursue a career in the music industry. He's had some singles come out and has a large list of artist's in which he has worked with. His album has yet to be released on February 10 but he has given some copies of the album to a small group of lucky individuals who get a first listen. We all know what that means. LEAK!

Anyways, I get to church and my cousin tells me he downloaded the album. As bad as I was eager to listen, I felt it was wrong and I'm a big supporter of Ryan Leslie so I wasn't going to listen till the album release date and get it myself and have a proper listening session. As time goes by I see my older brother enjoying and everyone else enjoy listening to the genius work of art. I forget about the whole waiting till the release date because February 10 is too long a wait to hear this beautiful music. I wait for everyone to be done and I have me a darn good listening session. It was good. Well at least the songs that I haven't heard. Half of his album were songs that were either already released or songs that I've heard him create shown on his youtube videos.

His album is worth downloading so I downloaded it. Yes illegally! No worries though I'll be sure to pick up a copy of the actual Cd on February 10. Go support real music and get his album! You won't be disappointed. Peace and Monstrosity.

DOUGH'D

For the suckas that don't know. Last Friday, I was on my way to my youth and it was raining fresh. So I was making a left turn and I jerked the gas a lil bit then next thing you I'm spinning outa control, my brothers yelling my name, I'm tryna get control then the tail whips around and I hit the road block thinger on the side. BOOTSY. It wasn't my fault. At least we came out ok. God let us live to see another day. PURPOSE. Here's the 1984 porsche 928s. DOUGH'D

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BLOGS. COMING SOON. HAVE FUN.